Last year was one of the most significant and I think the most difficult year in my life. Thanks to many people who guided me and supported me.  

Until now, I’m still in the stage of accepting and realigning how I live my life in general. I’m not pushing myself as the more I control myself, the more I feel that I’m lost.  

I’m lucky that I experience this now. I don’t think I can handle this if it happened in my younger age, and maybe I’ll be too old or it will be too late for me to recover if this will happen in the future.

Miss you Mama.